Tuesday, October 22, 2013

… a 3/4 log cabin quilt

high-volume 3/4 log cabin

before i finally pack this up and send it off to wrap them in love (i know, i know, i'm a little pokey with these things lately) i thought perhaps i should write a little about this quilt, my new all-time favorite for the love circle of do. good stitches. you may remember the quickie tutorial i wrote up a few months ago for my bee members to make these simple, bright blocks in a pattern i'm still calling 3/4 log cabins for lack of a better term. well, here they are, in all their amazing, bright, saturated, in-your-face glory.

i'm seriously quite tickled with how it turned out.

high-volume 3/4 log cabin back

the backing fabric is from anna maria horner's hand drawn garden collection. i picked this up at fabric depot when i was down in portland for the pnw modern quilt guild meet-up in august. in retrospect maybe i should have taken the extra few minutes to try and line up the pattern where i had to create a seam, but i'm generally so terrible at cutting and sewing large pieces of fabric (seriously, does anyone else have this problem?) and i worried that even if i tried it would still not meet up completely and that would frustrate the heck out of me. oh well. i still love the print and how it complements the boldness of the front.

high-volume 3/4 log cabin

i also quilted this one on my friend sandie's longarm. she suggested this terrific baptist fan pattern board. the shape reminds me of a rainbow, which i like because it softens up the hardness of the squares, but the rainbow shape keeps with the rainbow theme of the colors (hey, it's a stretch, but it works!). she also suggested the orange thread, which i never would have thought of myself, but looks great on all the bright solids. if i did this myself i totally would have used white thread, which would have been too jarring for the quilt. that sandie is so smart.

high-volume 3/4 log cabin

this is the 7th quilt i've made for do. good stitches after being in the bee since its humble beginnings. it's fun to look back and see how many quilts our little bee has made and think about how much good it is doing for others. and, to be honest, it's so fun for me to be a part of this group, that there is definitely a bit of selfishness involved here. i've met so many wonderful women through this group and had the chance to learn while sewing out of my comfort zone that it rarely feels like work. so thank you to everyone who helped make this quilt happen!

Thursday, October 17, 2013

… october

autumn1

O suns and skies and clouds of June,
And flowers of June together,
Ye cannot rival for one hour
October's bright blue weather;

autumn5

When loud the bumble-bee makes haste,
Belated, thriftless vagrant,
And Golden-Rod is dying fast,
And lanes with grapes are fragrant;

autumn6

When Gentians roll their fringes tight
To save them for the morning,
And chestnuts fall from satin burrs
Without a sound of warning;

autumn4

When on the ground red apples lie
In piles like jewels shining,
And redder still on old stone walls
Are leaves of woodbine twining;

autumn3

When all the lovely wayside things
Their white-winged seeds are sowing,
And in the fields, still green and fair,
Late aftermaths are growing;

autumn8

When springs run low, and on the brooks,
In idle golden freighting,
Bright leaves sink noiseless in the hush
Of woods, for winter waiting;

autumn7

When comrades seek sweet country haunts,
By twos and twos together,
And count like misers, hour by hour,
October's bright blue weather.

autumn2

O suns and skies and flowers of June,
Count all your boasts together,
Love loveth best of all the year
October's bright blue weather.

October's Bright Blue Weather
by Helen Hunt Jackson

Monday, October 14, 2013

… a quilt i never wanted to make

heart quilt front

it's hard to find the words to talk about this quilt, but i wanted to share it because it's special to me. a few weeks ago, one of our dear friends died of a heart attack, just a couple of weeks shy of his 42nd birthday. he was so young, so healthy (a former professional dancer turned dance teacher), so happy, so vibrant, so sincere. so it was, and still is, a shock. and while my heart is breaking for the loss of him from the world, and selfishly for the loss of him from my own life, my heart is breaking even more so over the fact that his wife, also our dear friend, and his 4-year-old son have been left behind to figure out how to go on living life without him.

what makes this extra hard for me is that they now live in the netherlands, and while my initial instinct was to jump on the next plane to be with them, being in the last few weeks of pregnancy makes this an impossibility for me. the day after he died, i was sitting around cycling through a rollercoaster of emotions, and landed on the thought, "what can i do for them?" and, being a quilter, it suddenly seemed obvious that though i can't be there to physically wrap my arms around them to show my love and grief, i might be able to send a quilt that they can wrap around themselves. while i know a quilt is no substitute for a husband and a friend and father, it comforts me to think that our friend and her son can snuggle under it together and possibly feel my love from the other side of the world.

i'm not even sure how to explain how the design came about as i normally might. i guess a heart might seem cheesy, but it felt like i was sending them a huge expression of my love for them, for their lost family member, for my lost friend. and it also represents the impact our friend left on the world. i know when people talk people who have died it's easy to overlook shortcomings and focus only on the good, but i can't even begin to say how essentially good our friend was. always smiling, always interested in everyone around him, always showing nothing but love for his family, always the best sport in our weekly summer croquet games, always emanating a kind of light and warmth and love that you could almost feel and see when you were around him. so i quickly sketched out this heart, that to me glows with warmth, and made it so big as to be the entirety of the quilt. i also wanted it to be simple enough that i could finish it quickly and use what i had on hand. it's constructed of 3-1/2" squares and half-square triangles. the final size is about 67 x 70, a generous lap quilt.

heart quilt back

the back is one of the happiest prints i could find, anna maria horner's sketchbook in ivory from the hand drawn garden collection. in fact, it's so happy i think i want to use it on everything now.

heart-quilt-binding

it's bound in a martha negley print called holly light snow in red from her holiday collection, poinsettia and holly. i found it at drygoods design after realizing that, once again, nothing in my stash was at all right.

i quilted it with sandie on her long arm with my favorite spiral pattern. sandie was so sweet to let me come over and do this one relatively quickly. and i just love how the combination of the patchwork heart and the swirly quilting look together.

while i'm not sure i necessarily feel better having finished this to send to our friend, i do feel like i've at least tried to show her our love and support. i'll be honest, making this quilt has made me really sad and it a little hard to look at objectively (i'm sorry to anyone who has asked me in person about the quilt and gotten a vague answer... it's just been too hard to talk about this out loud), i'm happy that at least i was able to do something tangible. and i'm sure that's not something i need to explain to any other quilter out there who has ever made a quilt out of love.